
I worked really hard to get down to 175 lbs, got drunk for 20 days straight, gained 10 pounds. Worked 12 hour shifts 3/4th of the time; I hardly had time to myself.
It should be quite clear to you that I obviously didn't get the loft in downtown. The loft I applied for is currently only available for those with low-income, something I am not (although, not by much). I did purchase the sound system I wanted but opted to stay away from a projector for the time being. In less than a month I'm moving into Loz Feliz with a friend and we've agreed to use his television as our main source of entertainment in the living-room. I was a bit disappointed at first, since I had been so obsessed with building the perfect home theatre but, it's for the best. I need to be more focused on my career and less on entertainment. This includes less drinking and going out.
I can't allow myself to continue on with this go nowhere life style I've adapted.
That's all I'll write for now. That last sentence seems like the right place to end this post.





